May 9, 2008
Ceasefire
Thank you so much, Julya. You made me feel much better after last night's hilarious convo. It was very therapeutic. My ideas were indeed proven to be petty. -hug-
I don't feel so angry anymore. Although I can't deny that I still don't like her a little, I'm glad to say that I don't have the desire to drown her in my boiling cauldron of rat poop anymore. After all, knowledgeable people WILL know she's just a poser. I just hope other people wouldn't be too naive of her intentions to make friends just for the benefits. I realized, she's the one who looks ignorant to other people whenever she pretends to know things, and pretends to like things just to fit in. Besides, copying people won't get her far. Ja, if you're reading this, tell me if you're gonna continue that lame arse "dress up game" of yours. I'm gonna be there to laugh at you and take a lot of videos of your foolishness. I know the other "players" will PWN your idea. :]
I have the whole convo archived on my YM. Try to act like a know-it-all again, and I WILL NOT hesitate to post everything you said on the internet. Ohohoho. It will be so shameful. But I really hope I wouldn't have to do that. I'll continue to pray for you to stop being a poser. And oh, I don't think you have the right to tell ANYONE that you feel sorry for them, because it's the other way around. You're an ignorant crybaby who likes stealing ideas and liking things just to make yourself look awesome. RUDE AWAKENING: YOU'RE NOT AWESOME. And you NEVER will. Unless you change yourself. Oh well, it's not my loss anyway.
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On a brighter note, I'm reviving my LJ for the umpteenth time! xD I promise I will try to make it truly awesome. For those who are wondering why it seems empty, it has been FRIENDS LOCKED for years now, and I'm not planning to change that setting. But I'm always open to new friends, so visit my LJ once it's up!
Side note: I had my hair straightened yesterday.
Complete na talaga ang F4 sa pasukan! xD
May 8, 2008
Whatever Happened to Individuality
This post is for YOU. Yes, YOU. You know who you are.
There are many times that I have forced myself to extend my patience just for the sake of keeping the both of us in good terms. To be honest, I'm trying to keep my distance from you so I could prevent saying things that can hurt your feelings. But ENOUGH is ENOUGH. I've been dropping you hints about your irrational behavior, and I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one hinting about it. I don't know if you're pretending to be stupid but, isn't it about time that you realized who these people are talking about? Sure, start saying to my face that people gossip about me. I'm sorry to burst your bubble but, at least they're NOT my friends. What about you? I've heard your friends RANT about you more than once, and I'm emphasizing that it's not only ONE friend. You know what's the damn problem? You're one hell of a hypocrite.
Sorry for the rude awakening, but I'm just stating the truth. Your friends were expecting you to change throughout the years, and they're terribly disappointed that you haven't. Wow, look who has the nerve to ask people to change! What do you think of yourself? Some mighty goddess up to the point that people have to exclusively change their attitude towards you? Don't you think it's unfair to ask people to change, when you can't even do it yourself? "I'm just being myself." That's the most overused fucking excuse I've ever heard in my entire life. Haven't you considered the people you don't like are also just "being themselves"?
I've been trying so much to keep my cool, but YOU'RE the one who's creating the way for me to dislike you!
Why do you keep on copying me? The music I like, the clothes I want, the stuff I have.
What exactly are you trying to do? Have you ever heard of individuality? I swear every single person who hears about the things you already want to strangle you! You can't just copy-paste your personality, honey. STOP liking things just for the sake of fitting in. Unless you enjoy making yourself look ignorant, don't involve me in your crap. You've already copied SO MANY things from me, I can compile a huge list already!
You know what, you've drained every single grain of trust I had in you. I think of you now as a USER. I know you NEVER really thought of me as your friend and you're just after the information I can give you. What's worse, I forced myself to be deaf from all the people say about you ever since I met you!
I REALLY wish you would TAKE A HINT and STOP being a damn poser. Take into consideration the reasons why you're always alone. What, are you gonna bawl your eyes out and tell on me again? You can't just rely on palakasan forever.
May 6, 2008
Strike Two
After closing down my blogspot account in 2006, I started a new blog on Tabulas in 2007, got lazy, and now I'm bringing it back into life... again. xD;
Before, I was always conscious about how much people were visiting my blog. I guess now I don't care who views my blog, as long as I get my opinions across.
Expect reviews and fangirl posts on this blog! :3
On a different note, I've finally memorized the dance to "Tell Me" by the Wonder Girls! xD It's quite an addicting song even though it was released many months ago. Tell me, tell me, t-t-t-t-tell me~
...Kpop has obviously taken a toll on me. xD I'm addicted to Super Junior until now, and I'm starting to love 8eight. I should listen to more songs by Big Bang and FT Island, because from what I've heard, they're really awesome. I've only listened to one song from Big Bang, and so far, they've made a really good impression!
Huzzah, I still have many pending dramas to watch. Shoot me, because I don't have the time and patience to load the dramas from the internet. xD I've finished the first episode of "I Am Sam" though, and I'm already on episode 3 of "Itazura na Kiss". Reviews to follow on "I Am Sam" when I throw away my procrastination and start finishing the drama!
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